ok so i just have to get this out there. so i just started talking to this guy and i havent met him yet. tall dark and handsome (six feet to be exact), hes 27, hes a teacher and he owns a house. on top of being a teacher he’s the head basketball coach, he helps out with football and wresting and also helps out in the library and with the science club (because he’s a science teacher) and so we’re just talking and the whole time i’m like what the fuck is wrong with this guy?! i mean i don’t even know why i think this. one reason i think may be because he’s being very formal and maybe it’s because he IS a teacher? but some of the things he says/ the way he words things is weird. for example today at work i got done with my stuff at around 9:50 and i was closing with my manager (so i couldnt act pissed about wanting to leave) and he’s the slowest person ever so i literally didn’t get out of there until 10:30 and so i told him this (ok this guys name is bill/ actually it’s william and i think that’s weird too.. i’m weird) but he goes well you sound positive and patient about it :) and i was like haha i probably look annoyed and he goes you’re cute seriously and i was like aw why? and he goes you’re just being adorable because you want to go home and you are articulating it nicely and laughing about it
now he may just be saying stuff so weirdly cause he’s used to talking to teenagers and younger kids but i can’t figure him out. he also says he’s not into a lot of drinking just casually (which is how i am ) but yet i think its weird.. i dont know! i keep wanting to ask him if he’s real.. or if he’s a serial killer.. or if he’s trying to set me up. why can’t i just believe him?
hes also being very straight forward about how he wants a relationship out of a girl and how hes looking for long term and how he’s not getting any younger and i mean that’s all true.. right!? and hes definitely not like damn girl i want you to be my wife and have my kids let’s get married tomorrow or ANYTHING like that..
he’s just being so nice. he also said that in a relationship he’s more likely to give than to take. like what? what is that? i’m so used to giving and receiving SO little and truly i think that’s my issue. i’m used to an ex bf who worked in a god damn cheese factory…
i deserve an intelligent man in my life that actually WANTS to do things for me. so i should meet him.