ummm. so i went to rue 21 but it was so crowded i couldnt even rly look at everything. there was some cute stuff. unfortunately i bought a shirt and put one back.. now i want the one i put back. so tomorrow i will go back and exchange! i just want clothes. i like buying clothes.
today has been ok. work was a little slice of hell though. its just there was a lot of stuff going on right when i started.. cause our lead teller also just started as well as another girl so no one is really that used to each other or routine which makes for a lot of organized chaos basically. some people dont follow routines and get pissed off meanwhile i get thrown in not knowing what i’m doing at all. so something happened with someones drawer and it was crazy off or some mistake was made i dont even know so today we got audited. i’ve been off a few times but its always been over and never more than five dollars so in the grand scheme i’m human i make errors.. it could be worst. but today there was two ladies walkin around counting money looking all official so i was constantly balancing my drawer and i was even. good to go. i did one transaction and then went into a meeting i got back out and the lady was like yeah you’re five dollars over and even im confused because you were balanced before that werent you and i was like um yeah. so i thought the lady before i didnt give the correct cash cause i was all intimidated so i was like oh. shit. but i called her.. and she had the right cash! like what the hell. honestly. it was beyond me. so i kept counting my money and i was so just like overwhelmed. whatever. then i left and was soooo freaking tired. and we went out to dinner with the neighbor girls kayla and colleen and their “friends” cody and bob. it was fun. but a little awkward. i was quiet. i mean not horrible. but semi horrible. and then brian had to be all oh yeah we drank all the time when YOU left. ok thanks. and they all had long islands and i was like yeah i’ll have a pepsi. fuck. being 20 is like being in a jail cell seriously. its not even that i want to drink i just want the option to legally do it if i feel like. i dont need to party. i just need to order a drink and not be illegal. whatevs. it is what it is.
