sooo. was leaving work yesterday and the guy i work up front with, who’s SUPER nice, was like i’ll walk out w you and make sure you get to your car okay. and i was like oh ok. and it’s a warehouse and the parking lots really big and dark and there’s no street lamps (maj problem) and so you have to walk across the parking lot w the delivery trucks and over some grass and into the parking lot that employees can park in so i was walking along thinking to myself do not fall do not fall that would be so embarrassing. and what the fuck do you know!? i make it over the snow and think i’m home free once i hit the concrete, nope there’s a giant patch of ice and down i go. it probably looked hilarious i got up right away and was like im ok! so embarrassing tho. and turns out i’m not ok i really bruised a bone near the outside of my knee and it hurts to walk. or i sprained it. dont think i fractured it tho. wouldn’t that just be fantastic tho.
why is it… that i go to the gym and the vast majority of effing people there are RIPPED. like all the dudes walkin around in their ripped up tank top t-shirts with their dumb ass perfectly toned bodies.. and all the girls in little shorts and tank tops. like what are you there for? your own god damn entertainment? cause i KNOW you’re not there to work out. shit. except obvi they are. but shit. and it’s awkward cause one of the guys and i think he works there so hes probably there basically 24/7 also lives in my building and he’s HOT. and knows it. but he’s all grossly tan and probably 5’2 so um stop walking around all big and tall hot shot, you’re a midget. anywho. i went tanning and felt like i burned my face off after five minutes and i also worked out for twenty minutes..
all in a good days work!
bought a scentsy candle that matches the lamp in my room perfectly. it’s amazing. and also a plug in night light/ scentsy warmer that’s cheetah! you can’t get better than that.
just sayin.. but the soup at school is like crack. it is SO freaking good. and i’m not even a big soup person. especially tomato soup but i’m trying to be semi healthy and so i got tomato soup one day. afreakingmazing. seriously. and the chicken dumpling which usually i hate dumpling was THE BOMB. just thinking about it makes me want to eat whole gallons of it. especially as i sit here eating effing campbells bull shit.
omg.. life is so stressful. i have to get a new car and i still haven’t decided what to get or what price range i’m able to afford.. because it all depends. on if i go to grad school. which is ridic because i hate school. i am so stressed out right now because i have three really minor presentations to do but they make me want to cry and quit. even tho i know i’m sure i’ll be fine but i sit there and think about how i don’t want to do it and dread it. but then i had a meeting to discuss an online minor and i picked business so then i can work more and not have to go to school because that’s part of what makes me unhappy, i mean the drive is only twenty five mins from my apartment but sometimes it feels like i’m commuting its so exhausting and takes up so much time. but my advisor said that if i really did want to go to grad school it’s not a terrible idea he said my gpa is pretty good and the job force might open up a lot more by the time i graduate so chances are good i could get a job. but nothings guaranteed. and its a lot of work. and i DONT talk to my professors idk what it is but its just easier to go to class listen to lectures and take notes and not participate. participating makes me uncomfortable
omg… i’m starving but helen is out there w her ex boyfriend and friend.. and i just cannot seem to get myself to walk out there and make food. it would be awkward… and she makes everything even more awkward by being so passive aggressive. and all i want is the mushroom pizza i bought because i love mushrooms. damnit.
